the gray matter in my brain
and the gray matter in the sky on this rainy day
melt together forming ugly gray shapes
on an ugly gray canvas
in my ugly gray mind
do you mind if I am unexceptional, colorless today?
it’s not that I am uninterested,
it’s just that, it’s not in me today
I am empty, a brittle bone
and your words will just get caught up in my spongy marrow
my mind is, well,
imagine peeling back layers of the sky
the same way you peel the layers of onion skin
the sight of my gray mind would make you cry just the same
and there is no sense in us both seeing colorblind